new year.. new problems...

haizz...

well.. yea.. just as the tittle says... got QUITE A BIT of problems lately...

haizz...

first of all...

been QUITE busy with all the photography society stuff in my school... all the publicity work and trying to recruit and attract new members.... phew...
i am the SECRETARY in my socity btw... but not the one in charge of all the recording stuff and that sort... but... on all the 'publicity' kinda thing... all the designing, drawing, bla bla bla...
basically... i do all the dirty work and tiresome work... =.="
we had this... erm... some sort of exhibition... we show cased some of the former and current society members' works.. including our current coach's (who happened to be an ex-president for our society some AGES ago... and is majoring in photography in.. i forgot where... XP)... don't expect me to describe them... i would need more than a thousand words to do so... serious...
a teacher got a fishing net for us, quite a big one... and we spread it in the small hall of our school... then all the photos went up there...
other than that... we showed some of the equipments.. like that chunk of metal which develops films, and enlarges them... the light (we only had one.. which was kinda spoilt... -,-") and the accessories for it... like the "umbrella" etc...
and there some other stuff.. which... i am just lazy.. and tired to describe...
well... it was only for two days... and ended today.. so... PHEW!!~... after helping the president (of my society...) to pack up a little.. i left for tution... (ofcourse... she wasn't very pleased, as we were the only two left packing up... o.. and yes... the president's a SHE... don't ask why... =.=")

so.... i won't elaborate more on that... there is so much more about my society that i was, am, and will be busy about... .... haih... sien... =.="
like they say... never go into a career that involves your interest(s) / hobby(s) as it will kill it... =.=" haihzzz....

haizz...

so...
secondly...
yea.. i know many of you will say it is nothing much...
but heck... i'm FORM 5!!.. it's SPM YEAR!!.. and my mom is reminding me about it every possible chance she gets.... =.=" how important it is... haih... no.. i am not saying what she says is not true.. but... u noe.. when parents say it... u juz find it kinda annoying... =.="
so anyway... me being in chong hwa means i've got more to cope with... (no... i m not trying to b lcly here... juz stating facts.. XP) including calculus... .... haih... so far so good... ... hope it stays tat way... =.="

haizz...

thirdly...
this is kinda recent... just yesterday in fact...
my dad fell from his bike... (bicycle)... while cycling home from work yesterday... yes.. my dad does tat as it saves money (parking, petrol, car maintainance) and it is a form of excercise... ofcourse... my dad's office ain't very far... about 10mins cycle from my home...
so... back to the main issue.. my dad fell.. and had quite some injuries... they're quite bad... on his face... both knees... a bit on the leg and hands here and there too... the doctor says they are all just superficial (don't really know how to spell that... but it means the injuries are only skin deep) but my dad's face is not very pretty... the right side... it seemed that when he fell, his glasses smashed and the metal frame cut his face...
i ain't very sure how the whole thing happened as two kind boys who happened to find my dad quickly got help and a neighbour who happened to pass by helped and called us...
when we arrived... erm.. i think SHOCK is the word.. i saw my dad's face half covered in blood and my neighbour was holding a hand full of tissue with blood...
well... rushed my dad to a clinic and dressed the wounds... and the doctor gave him a tetanus jab... well... it is to keep infection away.. i think.. =.=" not to sure...
according to my dad... after he came back from the clinic and was resting at home... he wanted to avoid two cars coming from the back and wanted to go up a curb at the side of the road... but it seemed the curb was too high and he fell... and passed out... until the two boys came to help...
my dad's ok... according to the doctor... (he went to another doctor today to redress the wounds and get more advice...) but... i can see that his face near his right eye is swollen... not a very pretty sight... and my dad stayed home today to rest... his right palm is kinda injured too...

so.. i hope all you christians out there reading this (if there are any...) please do pray for my dad's speedy recovery... and against any sort of infection or complications...
thx...

haihz.....
haihzz...
relationships...
haihzz...

well.. ofcourse.. luckily... there are some bright things to look to in these times...
my bio, bm, chem, physics, eng teachers are all quite ok... quite good... (so far)...
my bm teacher is the head of the department.. so no questions there...
as for my physics teacher... he is quite clear... but kinda strict... but also ok.. so far...
the focus is my english teacher... Mr. Chin... if any of you current or ex-chong hwa-rians should noe him... he is... well.. kinda not the usual teacher... come in with a papaya face or juz jovial tat kind of teacher... he is one teacher tat will definitely spark some conversation... he is very... very... well... cute... =.=" i don't know any other word to describe him...
really.. like for example... he literrally jumps on the stage of our class and says.. "Please listen to me" when he wants attention from the class... serious... he can speak some (n i really mean SOME...) cantonese... but not mandarin... not at all...
and if that ain't enough... he likes to mimic children laughing... and the facial expression too... =.=" if that ain't "cute"... i don't know wat else is... =.="
but the main thing... he is devoted... he even bothers to get other materials... like from national geographic, Time magazine etc... and today... he taught us ordinal and cardial numbers...
i noe it sounds kinda stupid (to me at least...) but... come to think of it... many students in my school (or my class at least) don't really know much or very good at it too...
so... basically.. this Mr. Chin... well... he is serious about teaching... "to bring you all up to Cambridge 'A' Level"... (that's what he said... XP)

so...

haizz...

hope all these will pass by soon...
yea... God... do give me your strength and wisdom... i nid it... (i noe this sounds like going to God when onli when i nid him.. but... heck... i really nid it now.. =.=")

yea.. i noe... is juz one of those times when teenagers feel depressed and the world is weighing them down.... when a young mind is being flooded by thoughts, dreams, regrets, ifs.....
well... it's my turn... and i've gotto face it... it ain't very pretty... but it's part of life.. and i've gotto get through it... in one piece.. and with flying colors.....

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"you have turned my mourning into dancing...
you have turned my sorrows into joy... .... ....
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this is how we overcome... this is how we overcome... this is how we overcome...
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