GOT MY PC BACK!!... yea!!!

yah...
it's a lil late to say this..
but... yup...
I FINALLY GOT MY PC BACK!!... XP (already around 2 weeks plus late news... XP haha...)
so... anyway...
with the help of my mom saying she wants me to help her burn CDs and DVDs... and me having to do my HTML project (as a "reason" ofcourse XP), and a bit or negotiations on the "Terms of Use"... i got it back... hehe.. :D

so... why so late for sharing the news?...
well... it is easy to guess...
the moment i got my pc back...
was busy downloading tons of songs... and videos... mainly the Bleach episodes... XP haha...
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What's wrong with the weather lately ah??...
7pm liao still the sun still shining so bright and hot...

had to play in the hot sun even at 4pm yesterday with 4A3... but luckily... not only our class no form... even our opponent... and we won... i forgot how much.. XP just happy that we won... ;D and i scored 2 points!.. not much.. but.. at least i scored... XP gotto do better next time... ;)
haih... but too bad we only got 3rd place in the interclass basketball tournament.. haizz... may talk more about this next time... (XP)
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haih... been quite busy lately...

the HTML projects coming up fine... the website is about Street Racing... hehe... tryin my best to make it as cool as possible... complete with pics of tricked out and souped up cars and videos of drifting and other driving stunts... ;)

then... there's that Star NIE project which is due TOMORROW... and i only started doing it with my team YESTERDAY!!... holy... XP haha... luckily it aint too hard... finished the writing parts and 1 poster... the ideas of the other 2 posters i gave to my other team members (not to mention the 1st one also... =.=") and they should be finished with it by tomorrow... THEY HAVE TO... =.="
o ya... the NIE thing is about planning a campaign based on a few themes the Star has set... and my team has chosen Social Values and is doing campaign PLANNING (no.. we don't really run the campaign... XP) titled "Say NO to School Violence".. talk on the late uprising of violence and bullies in schools...
it's not like i wanted to do this... not like i would give a D*MN.. but.. because my teacher told us to.. and well... my english teacher ain't bad... in fact she's quite good to us.. so... better not put her down loh... (and since my english is counted quite good by my school's standards.. XP it ain't a big problem anyway... haha)

then...
my teacher wants me to join this essay writing competition.. which organised my MPH i think... (all because my english is good... XP haha..)
the title has got something to do with Time... something like why sometimes Time seems to crawl so slow that minutes feel like ages and yet sometimes years just fly by in a blink of an eye... quite an interesting topic i would say... ;)
and i have to write at least 1000 words... which... isn't much of a problem for me... XP never had a problem writing too little words for an essay... even for Chinese and Malay compositions and essays... in fact... i exceed the limit very often... XP haha...

so...

gtg... i'm a busy guy... XP haha..
chow~

Goodbye my PC... Goodbye my friend... T.T

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or just go to tbun?
'Cause I fear i'd never get you back again,
Yes I knew i had to let things be for a while.
So all i could do was blog.
Took my PC away...
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've stroked your mouse and touched your keys.
Shared your videos and shared your pics.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my PC.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my day you make.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you crash, seen you upgrade.
I've watched you defragment for a while.
I'd be the gamer at your screen.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I need you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my PC.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I hold your mouse in my hand,
which you were still mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your keys.

Goodbye my PC.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, PC, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

XP sorry for the "lameness"...
the whole thing was done out of PURE BOREDOM... and to juz amuse myself... XP

haiz... still without my comp... T.T

but.. now there seems to be some hope i can get it back... :) SOME hope....
coz my dad seems to be in a happy mood lately... and yea... i am considering to start making some PEACE TALKS and some negotiating... ;)
starting to form reasons why i should get it back... for one... i have this webpage making project that i gotta do... it ought to be a pretty good reason... XP HOPE SO... and i have this whole LOAD of photos taken on my hand-phone and camera that needs to be uploaded somewhere (MY PC most preferebly XP) soon before i run out of memory...

haih... might start the negotiations tomorow...
THAT IS IF.. and only IF.. my dad is still in his good mood like today...

why? not today?...
well... cause i think my mom did try talking to my dad and get back my pc on my behalf by saying she wanted me to help her burn CDs and DVDs today... and my dad said no... wanting her to juz fix my pc up in the office and use it there...
so...
gotta let my dad cool a lil and let the thing rest a while... XP

haih...
hope the "peace talks" will go well tomorrow... +.+

T.T sob... no more computer for me....

ARGH!!!...
NOOOO!!!!!!.... (say it like Luke Skywalker..)
NO MORE COMPUTER!!...
ARGH..
my dad took my computer away bcoz of my GRADES!!!...
.......... sob... sob... T.T
i noe i did not do well in a few subjects...
but as if taking the computer away will help??!..
it only makes me find some other way to get access to the internet and use a computer... like for instance... going to CCs more often... =.= and anyway... i still can use my mom's comp.. ONCE IN A WHILE.. like i am doing so now...
haih....

isn't it normal for ppl to fail their math??... i mean in senior forms?!?!...
and come to think of it... if i were in SMK... i would have passed all my subjects!!!...

grr....

this just adds to my already stupidly boring and unlucky holiday...
WORST OF MY SCHOOL LIFE SO FAR!!!...

first it all happened when i went to Hong Yaw's house...
first day of school holidays... or rather... last day of school...
1st....
stepped on DOG POO!!... omg... it STANK!!... haih... dunno wat my friend was doing standing in front of the poo saying wat "target locked"... =.=" swt~~..
2nd...
then... while playing b.ball... i dunno how.. but my pants ripped... (SWTNESS~~) but luckyily it was at the bottom... and well.. not really visible and none of my friends cared.. so... who cares~.. XP
3rd....
it started to rain... and coz we onli started playing a while... we continued playing in the rain... and it got really really slippery... so... well... i think u kinda guessed it... i slipped and knocked the back of my head... (*OUCH*)
4th....
then.. on the way home... i found out someone stole my money!!!... OMG!!... i don mean to suspect any of my friends... but... it seems tat onli one of them could've stole my money... haih... i just let it be...

then.... after this series of MISFORTUNES... had to get FIRED left n right from my dad bcoz of grades... and well... yup.. computer taken away... T.T sob.. sob..

then... that's not all of it..

i m expected to STUDY STUDY STUDY 24/7 during the hols!!
WTF!!... can't even read LOTR tat my sis leant from her friend!!!.. WAT'S THIS??...
FOR HEAVENS SAKE!!.. IT's THE HOLS!!... taking my comp away still not enuff... i cant even read LOTR... WTF...

then... went to the photoshop i was supposed to work in during the hols... the boss told me he employed someone else already because i did not confirm wif him if i wanted the job... =.=" all because my dad fired me and said "With this kinda grades still want to work??! Go study and revise lah!!"... causing me to not know wat to do at tat time... ARGH...

MY WHOLE HOLIDAY IS RUINED AH!!!!!!!!!...
save for the YAM Times Out conference... which was... quite fun... (compared to me being at home and expected to STUDY.... =.=")
and well... 2moro will b going for the Team Spirit thingy in ISCA... hope to hv a gud time... or rather.. I WILL HV A GOOD TIME... XP

o ya...
and to VICTOR KEE and JOACHIM TEH... yah... wish u guys all the best in Malacca dudes... ;)

well... tat's all for now... can't stay long on my mom's comp... =.="
(my comp... i miss u.... T.T)

my first blog post.... in AGES... XP

haha... long time no blog...
got A LOT A LOT to say... ;P
don't know where to start...

o.. i know..

ARGH!!!... I FINALLY GOT MY MONITOR BACK!!!...
=.=" i know this is gonna sound ridiculous...
my mom took my LCD computer monitor away during my mid-term exam in hope that i would pay attention on my revision...
but... OFCOURSE I WOULD REVISE!.. i mean.. who in the world would be so idiotic to not study during their exams? (idiots excluded :P)
and now.. she wants to put her BIOS password back on... T.T hope i will be able to talk her to not doing so... :P
now i feel i like i left out on so much...
gotto catch up... :P

BLEACH!!!.. gotto go download the latest!!... XP

ok.. so.. anyway...

on the last day of the exams...
had a fun time with FRIENDS... XP
went to Time Square.. watched MI3...
it was DAMN COOL!... very thrilling... i was literally kept at the edge of my seat.. and the jokes plus humour were all put in at the most intense moments... really a nerve breaker... :P

then after the movie...
went to MABA indoor b.ball court to watch our school team play in the finals against SM Confucious...
at first, we were leading with 12 points..
then... they caught up... with their RIDICULOUSLY ACCURATE 3 pointers...
the pressure built up... me and my friends and other chong hwa supporters were shouting our voice boxes out because we had around 20 people only while there were like 200 Confucious supporters.... =.="
then... just 3 seconds before the end of the whole game...
we were leading 59 to 56....
they passed the ball... the clock started counting down from 3 seconds...
a Confucious player ran pass the half court line...
glanced at the clock and just shot!... to the AMAZEMENT of every in the court.. HE SCORED A 3 POINTER FROM THERE!!!... the supporters ROARED in excitement...
me and my other friends' jaws nearly dropped to the floor...
the Confucious players rejoiced and jumped around...

then came the overtime...
we lost...
lost 12 points... i don't know why...
but it seems our players submitted to the ENORMOUS pressure that was building around them...
haih... i really don't know wat to say... just.. disappointed...

but... anyway... they did well... i have nothing to say about that... XP

then... after all that... i had to go back to my dad's office to help with his computer... =.=" haih... tiring... eventually i slept there a lil while while Mister Sha (XP) helped my dad with downloading drivers... =.="
only reached home around 11pm...

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haih.... my grades SUCK man...
T.T sob...
ARGH... may just be retained... T.T
sob... sob...
since when did my math suck?... T.T
haih... really need to buck up...
and i really feel like bashing up whoever said form 4 was a HONEYMOON year... pif..

haih...

too much to say...

but i forgot... XP
haha...

so... that's all for now...

signing off...
ACE GAN...

stuck with boring teachers... T.T

ARGH!!..
first few weeks of school...
got to know my teachers....
and DAMN!..
MOST OF THEM ARE BORING MAN...
as most people know already... i slept quite often during class when i was in form 2... this situation makes me... makes me just want to sleep even more!!... i promised myself i would pay attention and do better this year... but... haih... this is gonna be hard... /sob... T.T
ARGH!!... just thinking of it makes me fidget in my seat...
ESPECIALLY THAT OLD LADY THAT TEACHES ME CHINESE!!!
man... she took 3 classes to finish a chapter!!.. and it's not like she spent much time explaining... SHE WAS LITERRALLY TALKING CRAP!!! CRAP!!!... DOH~!
I AM STUCK WITH THESE TEACHERS FOR THE REST OF THIS YEAR AH!!!... sob sob.. T.T help me~~....
haih...
and... although i don't think i am really qualified to say this...
but i am saying it anyway...
a lot of my friends.. well... are still really very childish in their mindset...
this year all science subjects are in English... because of the change the government made...
so... during bio class... many could not understand... THEY WANTED THE TEACHER TO EXPLAIN IN ENGLISH!... i mean... c'mon lah... u want the teacher to go over everything because you all don't understand??... STUDYING IS YOUR responsibility man... you are the one who is supposed to read your textbook before going to class and look for the words you don't understand in the dictionary!!...
i know i don't do this (YET XP)... but... at least i understand... or at least... i don't ask the teacher to explaing it JUST FOR ME... and make the whole class listen along...
C'MON GUYS (AND g!rl$)!! You're form 4 already!! Senior 1 already!!.. GROW UP!!...
haih... really... this is.. selfishness.... quite unreasonable...

another group of people i would like to talk about is those who are REALLY PAMPERED AND SPOILT!! SPOILT BRATS!!! (i know i myself am one to some extent.. but not as bad as the people i am going to talk about... i hope so... :P)
these people... the way they speak.. well.. IMMATURE!... (i don't want to sound like i am saying that i myself am very mature... but this people really are immature....)
they speak with utterly no sense! and they grumble and say this and that at every little thing... can't take even a little pain or agony...
haih...

HAIH... all sorts of people on the face of this earth... must learn to make peace with these people... learn to be with these people... (if not how are we going to spread the gospel?... XP sounding spiritual now... :P)

o.. no offence... i don't mean to critisize these people... just... pointing their weaknesses out FOR THEIR GOOD... (XP)
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haih...
been wondering lately...
can a person be mature in his thinking but immature in his speech??...
and how to do u mature?...
most people just say READ MORE!... KNOW MORE!!... but is that true?... is it really just THAT SIMPLE?..

i myself... want to be more mature... for i think i have been really childish... and talk childishly very often... talk without thinking... and BLAH out of emotion... haih...


~END~

school starts.. start wearing long WHITE pants...

well...
school has started...
and yea... i am a senior! :P in form 4 currently... and in our school... that's when we start wearing long WHITE pants... hehe... finally graduated from wearing short pants... and well... nothing special actually... :P just a little difference outwardly... nothing else of me has changed much... (i think ;P)...
it feels rather hot wearing those long pants... and they are a little hard to maintain... must always watch out not to get them dirty... especially the bottom... :
anyway...
was busy calculating the cost of my books...
i am gonna buy some second hand books from a 先修廉 (same as Upper Form 6 in normal schools)...
i went looking around for 2nd hand books rather late... many of the people i know have sold their books... haih...
and.. i didn't know some of my form 4 books will and can be used until Upper 6... that is.. if u do not leave school after SPM... which quite a lot of people do...

haih...
a new year...
a new class...
many new faces (not that i haven't seen them before... just that i never knew them or talked to them... :P)...
hope i will be able to do well academically and socially...
haih...
16 years...
already 16 years in this world...
still a little blur on my future... :
blurr...
heck!.. I AM BLUR!... ;P
don't even know what and why i am writing this.. XP

ARGH...
i don't know why...
but my parents... are so... so... STRICT this year...
don't know why...
keep telling me this and that about my studies...
blah blah blah...
for heaven's sake... MY RESULTS IMPROVE LAH!!...
i know my PMR wasn't too good... neither my UEC... but... i think i did pretty well for my UEC loh... i know a lot more people had 7 and 8 A's... but... I AM NOT THEM!!... my total average for the term improved lo... i DID make an effort... yes.. i know it MAY have not been my best... but... must the pester me like this??.. my dad doesn't even want to let me use the computer anymore!!... what the heck...
the didn't even COMPLIMENT when they saw that my results were better... they only knew to say... "DO BETTER", "I KNOW YOU CAN DO BETTER ONE..."...
the moment they knew my friend's results, they just say "SEE! HOW COME HE CAN, YOU CAN'T?"... I AM NOT HIM!!... ARGH!... but ofcourse... i have to control myself... if not... haih... worse consequences...
and now... they don't even let me watch TV together with them after dinner... "GO DO SOME REVISION"... HECK!.. i don't even have my textbooks yet lah!!... sheesh!...
ARGH!!!... just thinking of this makes me boil inside...

SEE!!... AND NOW MY MOM IS PESTERING ME TO SHUT THE COMPUTER DOWN!!... WHAT THE HECK!!... i used the computer so much more last year and had better results leh....
ARGH!!!!!!.....

2006...

filled with mixed feelings...

new year... more expected of me... expected to be more mature... more responsiblities... more work... less play... one thing i don't know if i will have more or less though... is... freedom... More? less?... yet to know... relative?... mayb... XP

haih...

a new year...
what's the big deal?...
a new year...
so??..
things are (nearly) the same...
go to school.. come back... on the comp... homework... study..
then the once-in-a-very-common-while exams...
haih...

but... ofcourse... quite happy to go back to school..
cause i will get to meet all my friends again...
at the price of study and homework... haizz...

2005... quite a year to remember...
it sure was a memorable year...
haih...
time sure flies...
i noe i SHOULD not waste my time...
but well.. no determination... no will power... T.T (XP) haih...
have to MATURE!... have to change!... (lol)
hope i m not juz saying all these for fun... =.=
haih....

dunno wat i m talkin about?... me 2... really having very mixed feelings...

anyway...
been a bit into old disney cartoon soundtracks...
i just noticed they were not too bad...
for example...

I Can Go The Distance - Hercules
Can You Feel The Love Tonight - Lion King
The Bells of Notre Dame - Hunchback of Notre Dame
and a lot more...

and ofcourse there are those humourous and funny ones...

A Girl Worth Fighting For - Mulan
Hakuna Matata - Lion King
Under the Sea - The Little Mermaid
and lots lots more...

ah~~...
all these songs bring so much sweet memories back...
(sound like a old autie talking.. XP)
but really... these songs... really... music to my ears... :P

o well... time to continue looking and downloading Disney soundtracks!... ;D